ტრინიტარული პროტოენოია

samsaxovani protenoia

me var protenoia _ azri msufevi sinaTleSi.

me var _ moZraoba, msufevi yvelaferSi, is visSic iRebs yvelaferi Tavis simtkices, pirveldabadebuli gaCenilTa Soris, is, vinc arsebobs yvelaferze adre.

is (qaluri sawyisi) _ protenoia iwodeba sami saxeliT, imisdamiuxedavad rom is sufevs erTi _ rameTu is srulyofilia.

me _ uxilavi var uxilavis azris SigniT.

me _ var gaxsnili var ganuzomel, gamouTqmel sityvebSi.

me _ var Seucnobeli damkvidrebul-davanebuli (msufevi) SeucnobelSi.

me _ vmarTav TiToeul qmnilebas.

me _ var Cemi epinoias sicocxle, msufevi TiToeuli Zalisa da TiToeuli maradiuli moZraobis SigniT (wiaRSi) da uxilav mnaTobebSi da arqontebSi, angelozebsa da demonebSi, tartarozSi myof TiToeul sulSi da TiToeul materialur sulSi.

me _ varsebob maTSi vinc gaCnda.

me _ gadavnacvldebi TiToeulSi da yvela maTganSi viWrebi.

me _ mivdivar pirdapir da imaT visac sZinavs _ me vafxizleb.

da _ me var maTi mzera visac sZinavs.

me _ var uxilavi yvelafris wiaRSi.

me _ vaZlev rCevebs, maT, dafarulT, rameTu me vici yvelaferi, amasSi arsebuli.

me _ aRuricxavi var TiToeulis gareT.

me _ ganuzomeli, gamouTqmeli var da mainc rodesac me msurs, Cemi survilisamebr me vxsni sakuTar Tavs.

me _ var Tavi yvelafrisa.

me _ varsebob yvelaferze adre da me var – yvelaferi, rameTu me varsebob TiToeulSi.

me _ var xma molaparake Cumad.

me _ vcocxlob dasabamidan.

me _ vsufev siCumeSi, romelic garsartyia TiToeul maTgans da es dafaruli xma, romeli cocxlobs CemSi, Seucnobel, ganuzomel azrSi, ganuzomel siCumeSi.

me veSvebodi qvesknelis SuaSi da me gavasxivosne wyvdiadi.

es me gamovanTxie wyali.

es me var dafaruli mbrwyinav wylebSi.

es me avRmarTav yvelafers TandaTan Cemi diadi azriT.

es me var aRvsili xmiT.

es Cemi gavliT modis gnozisi.

me vsufev gamouTqmelsa da SeucnobelSi.

me var gageba da codna, gamoTqmuli xmis mier azris meSveobiT.

me _ var WeSmariti xma.

me _ vsaubrob yovlismsmenelobas TiToeulSi da isini gaigeben am xmas, rameTu Tesli sufevs maTSi.

me _ var azri mamisa da Cems gavliT warmoiSva xma e.i. maradiul saganTa codna.

me _ varsebob, rogorc azri yvelafris Sesaxeb, SemaerTebeli Seucnobeli da amouxsneli azrisa, - me gavixseni; me maT Soris vinc micnobs me.

rameTu me vuerTdebi ra TiToeuls dafaruli azris sikeTisa da amaRlebuli <xmis> meSveobiT, swored im xmisa uxilavi azridan da es ganuzomelia, rameTu es sufevs ganuzomelSi.

esaa _ saidumlo.

es _ SeuzRudavia SeucnobeliT.

es _ dafarulia yvelasagan - yvelaferSi xilulTagan.

esaa _ sinaTle sinaTleSi.

Cven _ agreTve varT erTaderTni, gancalkevebulni xiluli samyarodan, rameTu Cven varT gadarCenilni faruli sibrZniT, gamouTqmeli, ganuzomeli xmiT.

da is vinc dafarulia CvenSi, vinc iZleva sakuTari nayofis jildos sicocxlis wylisaTvis.

maSin Ze – srulyofili yvela aspeqtSi e.i. sityva, warmoSobili xmis meSveobiT, gamodinare simaRlidan, romelic sakuTari Tavis wiaRSi flobs saxels; vinc aris sinaTle – man gamoaCina maradiuli sagnebi da ucnobeli gaxda cnobili da man gaamxila rTuladaxsnadi da saidumlo sagnebi. man gaamxila sakuTari Tavi imiT, wyvdiadSi myofiT da man aCvena sakuTari Tavi imiT, ufskrulSi myofiT da dafarul saganZurebSi is ambobda gamouTqmel saidumloebebs da man ganumeorebeli swavlebani Seaswavla yvela is vinc gaxdnen sinaTlis Svilebi.

axla ki xma warmomdgari Cemi azridan, arsebobs rogorc sami mudmiva: mama, deda da Ze. arsebuli aRqmadi rogorc metyveleba, is (qaluri sawyisi) flobs sakuTar TavSi sityvas, mflobels TiToeuli <didebiT> da es flobs sam mamrobiTobas, sam Zalas da sam saxels. isini arseboben sami [...] saxiT romlebic arian mfarveli angelozebi – saidumloseulni uxilavis siCumeSi.

mxolod isaa, movlinebuli, raTa iyos e.i. qriste. rac Semexeba me, me naTelvcxe mas uxilavi sulis didebiT, srulyofilebaSi. Axla ki samni, me davadgine igi erTi maradiul didebaSi eonebs zemoT meufed, cocxal wyalSi, ese igi didebaSi, romelic artyia mas gars, vinc pirveli im amaRlebul uzenaes eonTa sinaTlesTan da es aris didebul sinaTleSi, romlis miRwevasac is Seupovrad cdilobda da is idga mis sakuTar sinaTleSi, romelic gars ertya e.i. sinaTlis TvaliT, rac didebulad brwyinavs CemSi. man saukunod daamkvidra yvela eonis mama, me, mamis azri, protenoia e.i. barbelo, srulyofili dideba da ganuzomeli uxilavi, vinc dafarulia. me – var uxilavi sulis saxe da es Cems meSveobiT (gamtarobiT) miiRo yvelaferma forma da me var deda da agreTve sinaTle, romelic man daamtkica rogorc sinaTlis qalwuli, romelic iwodeba “meiroferia” Seucnobadi wiaRi, daukavebeli da Seucnobadi xma.

maSin srulyofilma Zem gaamxila Tavi mis eonad, dabadebulad mis meSveobiT (gamtarobiT) da man gaamxila isini da igi adidebda maT da misca maT samefo taxti da moaTavsa isini didebaSi, romelSic is ganadidebda sakuTar Tavs. maT daloces Ze, qriste, erTaderTi RmerTi. maT aRuvlines dideba amobdnen ra: “es isaa! es isaa! Ze RvTisa! Ze RvTisa! swored is! eonTa eoni!ganWvriteT eonebi romlebic man wamoSva. rameTu Sen warmoSvi sakuTari survilisamebr! amitomac Cven gangadidebT da gadidebT Sen” ma mo o o o eiia ei an ei!     (ma mo o o o eiia ei an ei!) eonTa eoni! eoni romelic man mogvca!

Semdeg imis garda, RmerTma, dabadebuli, maT (eonebs) misca sicocxlis Zalaufleba, romelSiac maT SeeZloT yofiliyvnen darwmunebulni da man daadgina isini. pirveli eoni man daadgina pirvelad: armedoni, naaseniosi, armozeli, meore man daadgina meore eonad: faionius, ainous, oriael; mesame – mesame eonad: melefanius, loios, davidai; meoTxe – meoTxed: mausanius, ametis, elelet. axla is eonebi romlebic iyvnen warmosaxul-warmoSobilni RmerTis mier, gaCenilis mier – qristes mier, - da am eonebma mires da agreTve aRavlines dideba. isini iyvnen warmosaxul-warmoSobilTagan pirvelni, gandidebulni maT azrSi  da ToToeulma eonma moiRo Seucnobel sinaTleTa SigniT miriadi gandideba da maT yvelam erTad daloces srulyofili Ze, RmerTi, dabadebuli.

Semdgom movida sityva eleletis diadi sinaTlisgan da Tqva: “me var mefe! Vin ekuTvnis qaossa da vin ekuTvnis qvesknels?” da im momentSi, misi sinaTle gamovlinda sxivuri, Semosili epinoiiT, ZalTa Zalebi ar ar loculobdnen mis mimarT da dauyovnebliv iq gaCnda diadi demoni, mmarTveli qvesknelisa da qaosis yvelaze umdablesi nawilisa. Mas ara aqvs forma da srulyofileba, magram piriqiT didebis formas floben isini vinc wyvdiads ganekuTvnebian. axla is iwodeba “saklasad” e.i. “samaelad”, “ildabaoTad”, is vinc miiRo Zala, vinc waiRo udanaSaulosgan (ubiwosgan anu sofiasagan); vinv adre sZlia mas, vinc aris epinoias sinaTle Camosuli, misgan is pirvelsawyisad movida. Axla rodesac sinaTlis epinoia mixvda rom is (ildabaoTi), imis gaTvaliswinebiTac ki rom is bevrad ufro umdablesi iyo vidre is (sofia), man sTqva: “mTxove rame sxva, raTa Sen SeZlo gaxde CemTvis cocxali adgili, Tu me Sevferxdebi (am) qaosSi samudamod” da didebis mTeli saxlis struqtura dafuZnebuli iyo misi sityvis ZaliT...

da diadma demonma daiwyo WeSmariti eonebis msgavsi sakuTari eonebis Seqmna, romlebic mxolod imiT gansxvavdebodnen, (rom isini iyvnen) Seqmnilni misi ZalauflebiT.

da maSin me agreTve gavamxile Cemi xma saidumlod, vambobdi ra: “Sewyvite, SeCerdi, (Sen) vinc dadixar materiaSi, rameTu ganWvrite, me veSvebi sikvdilis samyaroSi, Cemi nawilis gulisaTvis, romelic am adgilas iyo im droidan rodesa ubiwo sofia Sepyrobil iqna, man (qaluri arseba) vinc CaeSva, ase me SemiZlia maTi gegmebis darRveva, romlebic mdgomareoben imaSi, rom gaigon misi daniSnuleba”. Da yvelaferi aRelda, TiToeuli sinaTlis armcodnis saxlSi myofi da ufskrulni TrTodnen da arcodnis arqigenitori meufebda qaossa da qvesknelzed da Seqmna adamiani Cems xatad. magram man ar uwyoda rom is (adamiani) gaxdeba misTvis ganadgurebis ganaCeni da man ver dainaxa Zala masSi.

magram axla me CaveSvi da mivaRwie qaoss da me viyavi CemianebTan erTad, vinc imyofeboda am adgilas. me Cafaruli var maTSi, vajildoveb da vaZlev maT formas da pirveli dRidan im dRemde rodesac me gaviReb diadi didebis saCuqars (unars) da mivaniWeb maT, vinc Cemebi arian, me gavumxel Cems Tavs imaT vinc ismendnen Cems saidumloebebs e.i. sinaTlis Zeebs.

me var maTi mama da me getyviT Tqven gamouTqmel nebismieri piriT warmouTqmel saidumlos: yvela kavSiri romelTaganac me gaganTavisuflebT me Tqven da qvesknelis demonTa miznebs me damatvrev, Cemi nawilebis am SemborkvelT da daWerilebs maT. Da wyvdiadis maRali kedlebs me davangrev da saidumlo karibWeebs (im) SeubralebelTa, me davamtvrev da vZlev maT aSenebulT. Da borot Zalas da maT vinc, girtyamen Tqven, vinc gewinaaRmdegebian Tqven da tiransa da mowinaaRmdeges da mas vinc mefea da vinc namdvili mteria, WeSmaritad yvela imas visac me avuxseni – imaT vinc Cemebi arian vinc sinaTlis Zeni arian, raTa maT SeZlebodaT maTi gauqmeba da iyvnen gadarCenilni im borkilebisgan da Sevidnen adgilsavaneSi romelic iyo dasawyisSi.

me var pirveli, vinc Cemi darCenili nawilisaTvis e.i. safSvinvelSi damkvidrebuli sulisaTvis, romelic warmoiSva sicocxlis wylidan da saidumloebaTa CaZirvidan da me vlaparakobdi arqontebTan da xelmwifebebTan erTad. rameTu me daveSvi maT enaze dabla da me vlaparakobdi Cems saidumloebebs, Cems sakuTar, - dafarul saidumloebebTan da monoba da maradiuli Tavdaviwyeba gauqmebul iqna da me miveci nayofebi maT e.i. azri aracvalebad eonze da Cems saxlze da maT mamaze da me daveSva imaT donemde vinc iyvnen Cemi dasabamidan da davangrie maTi gzebi, maTi SemakavSirebeli gzebi. maSin TiToeuli maTgani CemSi gabrwyinda da me movamzade formasaxe im gamouTqmel sinaTleTaTvis romlebic Cems SigniTY arian. amin.

protenoias gansjani: erTi

me _ var xma gamoCenili Cemi azris meSveobiT, rameTu me var”is vinc aerTianebs”, ramdenadac me viwodebi “uxilavis azrad”. rameTu me viwodebi, “ucvlel metyvelebad”.

me viwodebi, “vinc aerTianebs”.

me _ var erTi rameTu me Seubilwav-Seuryvneli var.

me _ var xmis deda, metyveli da mosaubre mravali saSualebiT, romlebic asruleben yvelafers.

CemSi cocxlobs codna, maradiuli sagnebis codna.

es me vlaparakob TiToeul qmnilebaSi da me viyavi yvelasaTvis cnobili.

es me _ mimaqvs xmis sityva imaT yurebamde, vinc icis ra var e.i. sinaTlis Zeebamde.

axla me movedi meorejer, gamaCnda ra msgavseba qalTan da me vsaubrobdi maTTan da me vetyvi maT eonebis damdegi aRsasrulis Sesaxeb da Sevaswavli maT damdeg (momaval) eons, aracvalebads, mas romelSic Cven SevicvlebiT. Cven viqnebiT ganwmendilni (sanqtificirebulni) im eonebSi, romelTaganac me gavamxile sakuTari Tavi azrSi, Cemi mamakacuri arsis msgavsi. me davmkvidrdi imaT Soris vinc Rirseulni arian azrSi Cems ucvlel eonze.

rameTu me getyviT Tqven am eonis saidumlos da mogiTxrobT masSi myof Zalebze. modis dabadeba, saaTi hbadebs saaTs, dRe hbadebs dRes, Tveebi xdian cnobils Tves. dro moZraobs wriulad (ciklurad), romelic axdens drois formirebas. es eoni iqna dasrulebuli ase da amgvarad da es iyo dafasebuli da es iyo mokle...

Semdeg rodesac diadma xelmwifebebma gaiges rom aRsrulebis dro moaxlovda, samSobiaro tanjvis msgavsad yvelaferi Sezanzarda, qvesknelis ZirisZirica da qaosis mwvervalnic Seirynen da Sezanzardnen da diadi cecxli gabrwyinda yvelafris SuaSi da qvebi da miwa TrTodnen da rogorc balaxis Rero qarzed da bedis xvedri imaTi vinc cxovrobda iq dangreul iqna diadi quxilis mier.

da ZalTa saydarni SeZrul iqnen, rameTu isini iyvnen gadmogdebulni da maTi mefe SeSinda da isini vinc misdeven bedisweras, gadaixades TavianTi wili, moinaxules ra gza da maT uTxres Zalebs, “es ra SeZrvani da ngrevani movidnen Cvenze xmis gavliT romelic amaRlebul xmas <miekuTvneba>? da Cveni sacxovrisi SeZrul iqna da Cveni sicocxlis wrebrunva (cikli) iqna dangreuli da gza romelsac Cven mivsdevT, romelic iRebs Cvens Tavs Cveni dabadebis arqigenitoramde, dasrulda CvenTvis”.

maSin Zalebma upasuxes ambobdnen ra, “Cven agreTve davkargeT es, rameTu Cven ar viciT risganaa es. magram mogveciT neba avmaRldeT arqigenitoramde da SevekiTxoT mas” da yvela Zalni Seikribnen da avidnen arqigenitorTan. maT uTxres mas “sadaa Tqveni trabaxi, romliTac Tqven trabaxobT? Cven ar gvesmis rom Tqven geTqvaT, “me var RmerTi da me var Tqveni mama da es me warmogsaxeT da warmogSviT Tqven da aravinaa Cems garda?” axla SexedeT iq warmovlinda xma, romelic miekuTvneboda maradisobis im uxilav metyvelebas, romelic Cven ar viciT da Cven Tavad ver vicaniT is rasac Cven mivekuTvnebiT rameTu xma romelic Cven gvesmoda – ucxoa CvenTvis da Cven ver vicaniT igi; da Cven ar viciTa saidan aris is. Is movida da SiSi da sisuste mohfina Cvens legionebze. Axla ki avtirdeT da SevimosoT samgloviaro Sesamoseli. Rac Seexeba Cvens momavals, mogveciT neba gaviqceT, iqamde sanam Cven dagvamwyvdeven cixeSi da Cagvyrian qvesknelSi. rameTu Sesustda Cveni monoba da dro moklea da dReni Semokldnen da Cveni droeba aRsrulda da Cveni sikvdilis tirilma moaRwia Cvenamde, ase rom Cven viqnebiT aRebulni adgilsamyofelSi romelsac Cven vaRiarebT. Rac Seexeba Cvens xes, romlidanac Cven amovizardeT, nayofi misi ucodinroba da ucnoblobaa. foTlebi misi sikvdilia, rac cocxlobs maTSi da wyvdiadi totebis [....] qveS da es iyo motyuebasa da vnebismier aRgznebaSi romelSic Cven vkrefdiT am nayofebs, es ucnobel-ucodinari qaosi gaxda CvenTvis sacxovrisi. rameTu SexedeT, TviT isic ki, arqigenitori Cveni dabadebisa romliTac Cven vtrabaxobT, ar icnobda am metyvelebas”.

ase rom axla azris Zeebo (ix. mTargmnelis SeniSvna: manasaputrebo), mismineT me Tqveni mowyalebis dedis xma, rameTu Tqven gaxdiT Rirsni am saidumlosi, romelic dafarulia eonTagan, ise rom Tqven SegZlebodaT misi miReba. am eonisa da am boroti sicocxlis dasruleba moaxlovda da modis damdegi eonis ganTiadi, eonisa romelic arasdros ar Seicvleba.

me mamrobiTmdedrobiTi (ix. SiniSvna: e.i. orsqesiani, orbunebiani) var.

me _ var deda da me var _ mama, rameTu me vuerTdebi sakuTarive Tavs.

me vuerTdebi sakuTar Tavs da imaT visac vuyvarvar me da swored Cems meSveobiT yvelaferi xdeba mtkice.

me var _ saSo, vinc yvelafers aniWebs formas rac ibadeba brwyinvaSi manaTobel sinaTleSi.

me _ var damdegi eoni.

me _ var yvelafris aRsruleba rac aris, miroferia, dedis dideba.

me vagdeb Tqmul metyvelebas imaT yurebSi vinc micnobs me.

da me gixmobT Tqven aRmatebul srulyofil sinaTleSi. amas garda, rac Seexeba am sinaTles, rodesac Tqven SexsvalT masSi, Tqven iqnebiT gandidebulni imaT mier vinc iZleva didebas da imaT mier visac ayavs saydarzed – agiyvanen saydarze Tqven. Tqven miiRebT imaT Sesamosels vinc iZleva Sesamosels da naTlismcemelni mognaTlaven Tqven da Tqven gaxdebiT diadi sidiadeni rogorebic Tqven iyaviT dasabamiTgan, rodesac Tqven iyaviT <sinaTle>.

da me davfare sakuTari Tavi TiToeulSi da gavamxile Tavi maTSi da TiToeul gons romelic mflobs me Zlier vsurvar me, rameTu me var is vinc miveci formasaxe yvelafers, rodesac amas ar qonda formasaxe da me gardavsaxe maTi saxeebi sxva saxeformebSi, iqamde sanam saxeforma iqneba yvelafrisTvis micemuli. Cems meSveobiT iqna warmosaxuli xma da me movaTavse sunTqva Cems SigniT da me movaTavse maTSi maradiuli wminda suli da me avmaRldi da Sevedi Cems sinaTleSi. me mivedi Cems modgmasTan da vimyofebodi iq sinaTlis Svilebs Soris da me ganveSore maTi sacxovrisebisken, romlebic [...] gaxdebian diadi [...] amin.

bedisweraSi: ori

me var _ sityva mcxovrebi maradiul xmaSi. Me vcocxlob SeubRalav sinaTleSi da azri gavamxile dedis diadi metyvelebis meSveobiT, TumcaRa esaa mamakacuri STamomavali, romelic mamyarebs me rogorc fuZes da es metyveleba arsebobs dasabamidan yvelafris safuZvelSi. magram sinaTle romelic sufevs dafarul siCumeSi, is movida pirveli. Ramdenadac is (deda)  arsebobs erTn rogorc siCume, me erTn – var sityva, gamouTqmeli, SeubRalavi, ganuzomeli, gamouTqmeli. es (sityva)- dafaruli sinaTle, momcemi sicocxlis nayofisa, romelic iRvreba cocxali wylis saxiT uxilavi, sufTa, ganuzomeli wyarodan e.i. dedis didebis gamouTqmeli xmidan, RvTis STamomavlis didebisa; mamrobiTubiwo Rirseuli dafaruli gonidan e.i. siCumidan, romeli dafarul ars yvelafrisagan, aris ra kvlavuwarmoebeli, ganuzomeli sinaTle, yvelafris wyaro, sruli eonis fesvi. es fuZe amyarebsa da anmtkicebs eonis moZraobas, romlebic ganekuTvnebian Zlevamosil didebas. esaa yvela eonis fuZe. esaa yvela xelmwifebaTa sunTqva. esaa Tvali sami ucvlelobisa, romlebic arseboben rogorc xma azris gziT da esaa sityva metyvelebis gziT; es gamogzavnili iyo imaT gansanaTleblad vinc imyofebian da sufeven wyvdiadSi. axla ki ganWvriteT! me gagimxelT Tqven saidumloebebs, rameTu Tqven xarT Cemi Zmebi da Tqven unda icodeT yvelani isini.

me vuTxari maT yvelaferi, saidumloebebze, romelnic arseboben Seucnobad, gamouTqmel eonSi. Me vaswavle maT saidumloebani xmis meSveobiT, rac Seqmnilia srulyofili gonis SigniT da gaxda fuZe da fundamenti yvelafrisaTvis da me dajildovebuli var maTiT.

meored me Sevedi Cemi xmis metyvelebaSi, vaniWebdi ra formas, maT vionc iRebda, maT dasrulebamde.   

Mesamejer me gavumxile Tavi maT maT palatebSi, rogorc sityva da me gavamxile Tavi maTi formis msgavsSi da me vatarebdi Cveulebriv Sesamosels da me davmale sakuTari Tavi maT SigniT da ma Tar icodnen vin momavlina me. rameTu me vsufev yvela uzenaes xelmwifebaSi da ZalebSi da angelozebSi da TiToeul moZraobaSi, arsebuls mTels materiaSi da me davfare sakuTari Tavi  maTSi iqamde sanam me ar gavumxel sakuTar Tavs Cems Zmebs da arceri maTgani (xelmwifebaTagani) ar micnoben me, TumcaRa me vmoqmedeb maTSi. Isini ufro fiqrobdnen, rom yvelaferi maT mieraa Seqmnili, rameTu isini ucodinarni arian, romlebmac ar ician fesvi maTi, adgili romelSic isini izrdebodnen.

me _ var sinaTle yovlisgamasxivosnebeli. me _ var sinaTle romelic sixaruliT xvdeba Tavis Zmebs, rameTu me veSvebodi sikvdilTa msoflioSi wminda sulis gamo, romelic rCeboda imaSi, warmoSobilSi sofias ubiwoebisgan. Me mivedi, me gavanTavisufleba [...] da me mivedi ...

...romelsac is flobda iqamde da me miveci mas sicocxlis wylisgan , romelic Camohbans mass qaoss, romelic arsebobs srul wyvdiadSi da absolutur ufskrulSi e.i. materialurisa da fsiqikuris azrSi. me yvela maTganSi var da me gavanTavisufle is amisgan da me movaTavse masSi manaTobeli sinaTle e.i. mamobis azris codna.

da me miviyvane igi samosis mimcemebTan: iamonusTan, elasosTan, amineiusTan – da maT is Semoses sinaTlis SesamoselSi da me miviyvane igi naTlismcemlebTan da maT monaTles igi – mixeusi, mixari, mnesineusi, - da maT CauSves igi sicocxlis wylis wyaroSi. me miviyvane miviyvane igi saydris amRmarTvelebTan: barielosTan, noutanusTan, sabeneiusTan -  da maT igi aiyvanes didebis saydarze. me miviyvane igi imaTTan, vinc ganadideben: ariomusTan, elainusTan, farelieliusTan – da isini ganadidebdnen maT mamobis didebiT da isini vinc [...] kamaliel, [...] anen, samblo – da isini arian diadi mnaTbebis mxevalni da maT iiRes isini misi mamobis sinaTlis adgilas da man miiRo dedis, protenoias sinaTlidan xuTi beWedi da es miscemoda mas raTa (mas SeZleboda) monawileobis miReba saidumlo codnaSi da is gaxda sinaTle sinaTleSi.

me vsufevdi maTSi, TiToeulis formaSi. აrqontebs egonaT rom me viyavi maTi qriste. sinamdvileSi me vsufev da vmkvidrob TiToeulSi. sinamdvileSi imaTSi visac me vumxel sakuTar Tavs rogorc sinaTles, me vimalebio arqontTagan. me Sevyarebuli var maT mier rameTu me im adgilas Sevmose Tavi rogorc arqigenitoris Ze da me viyavi misi msgavsi misi [...] bolomde romelic aris qaosis aarcodna da angelozTa Soris me gavamxile da gamovaCine Tavi rogorc maTma msgavsma da ZalTa Soris me viyavi erTerTi maTgani, xolo adamianis SvilTa Soris,  TiTqosda me vyofiliyavi adamianis Ze, imisdamiuxedavadac rom me var TiToeulis mama.

me gavamxile Tavi yvelaSi, iqamde sanam me ar gavamxel Tavs Cems nawilTa Soris, romlebic Cemebi arian da me Sevaswavli maT gamouTqmel kanonebsa da ZmaTa Sesaxeb. magram isini miuRwevelni arian umaRlesi xelmwifebaTa mier da TiToeuli mmarTveli Zalis mier e.i. xuTi beWedi, dasrulebulni gonebis ZaliT. Is vinc flobs xuT beWeds am saxelTa, moSorebs ucnoblobis yvela samoss da Seimoseba naTeli sinaTliT da araferi ar ecnobebaT maT ra miekuTvneba arqontebis xelmwifebebs. Am bunebis adamianebSi wyvdiadi ganimqvreva da ucodinroba mokvdeba da azri Semoqmedebisa romelic gafantulia gaxdeba erTiani da qaosi daimsxvreva da ...

... iqamde sanam me ar vuCveneb Cems Tavs Zmebs da iqamde sanam vagroveb Zmebs Cemsas Cems maradiul samefoSi da  me gamovucxadeb maT xuT beWeds, raTa me SevZlo maTSi sufeva da agreTve maT SeeZloT CemSi sufeva.

Rac Semexeba me, me gavwire ieso. Me ganvaSore igi wyeuli xisgan da movaTavse misi mamis sacxovrisSi da vinc xedavda maT sacxovrisebs, ver micnes me. rameTu me Seupyrobeli var me Cems TeslTan erTad da Cemi Tesls me movaTavseb wminda sinaTleSi, Seucnobad siCumeSi. amin.